i have no idea how this year will pan out.

however it makes it all quite a bit more exciting.

literally loling.

ohmygiddyaunt.

how to describe camp. Well i've given up trying.. like actually. like should i even attempt to explain what jesus did.. or how fun it was.. or how awesome everything was.. or how intense tribal wars.. or how little sleep i got.. or how beaut it was serving people... or how cool the people were... or just how amazing it was in general. I think no cause i couldn't capture it even if i tried.

so todays sunset was so beautiful. i went for a walk along the beach and took like a zillion photos, got home and realised they're all almost identical. welcome to my life.

however as i watched the most beautiful sunset.. like EVER. i was walking along the beach literally loling at how good God is. The few people that were on the beach also probably thought i was nuts... just looking at the sunset and cracking up laughing. Little did they know where i'd been this week.

camp was beautiful. church family in three cities hanging. lives being changed. people being injured. sleep being close to non-existant. oosh being cranking. tribal wars being intense. people meeting with jesus. making friends.

pretty much just loving life :)

nothing.

i have nothing to blog about.. well nothing worthy enough anyway.

cause i know that on friday when i come home and read a blog from this weekend i wont be that person and in comparison to what i COULD write about in a week.. this one would be LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAME

goodbye sweet people. you could say this is the last that you will see of me as this person.. i'll be a new person, wah so pumped!

camp.

camp is going to be a life defining moment. not just for me, but for every single person that comes. i have never been so excited for anything in my entire life. and that is a legit call.
and it's only five day away.




even with all it's imperfection, life is so so beautiful.

this is my fav quote of all time. i think :)

just so you know...

 my blogs aren't always about me.

LOL. sometimes i realise that my blogs sound really lame/depressing. or sometimes my blogs are just a thought and completely unrelated to my life... just in case you thought i was some awkward, messed up kid. I'm not. well i'm awkward... just not messed up.

i also say LOL too much. one day somebody might think i'm serious.

life is amazing. filled with amazing people. it's summer.. even if it doesn't feel like it. camp is 10 days away, like TEN DAYS. i get my results in a week, i'm a nerd but i'm excited - just cause i'm the most impatient person i know. still gettting excited about 2011. expectation is high.. for a lot of things. camp, school, christian group, elevate, JESUS. need more sleep. determined to give annalise a good birthday. loving bible reading (though i'll be honest i'm behind. plan on catching up tonight) loving people. sometimes too much maybe. still on a mish to redecorate my room. and i think this is pure genius...

that was all about me this time :)

gonna need him.

its funny how much God provides for us when we need him the most. when we cant actually handle it by ourselves.
its funny the story about the dude in the bible who doesnt want to give up all he has to follow jesus, how it says its almost impossible for a rich man to go to follow jesus. the thing about that guy though, is that he didn't think he needed anything, so he didn't think Jesus was worth it (fool). but when we have nothing to depend on but God, its crazy how fast he comes running towards us. love it. love him.

in other news. i'm chilling at annalises, she's been asleep for four hours. and i've been to talking to this person on omegle. funny thing but i NEVER go on omegle. but you know when you just feel like hanging out with someone, yeah well i had that. but at 2am your choices of people are limited... to about none. so there i was talking to this person for ages, and we had a sweet conversation about life and everything in it.

its all about oppurtunities.  Weeeeeee. however now its 4am. despite everything life is fantastic.

three days in and bible reading plan is changing my life.

twothousandandeleven

So i'm going to be honest here, i've never been happier for a new years to come around. Beautiful night, beautiful people. 2011 is actually going to be amazing, i'm so pumped.

a lot is going to change this year, i'm not quite sure what i want from 2011 other then to have an amazing year.. but i do know that i dont want to, in a years time, look back with regrets. the funny thing about life is that we are faced with decisions every day, and the thing is that in a lot of those decisions, one thing is going to lead you closer to God and the other the opposite. imagine what you could do in one year if every time you were faced with a decision you made the right one. so its totally unrealistic, and a lot of the time we actually dont know the right one.
but the point is, that every decision, and every circumstance we can actually control. so this year the one thing that i do know i want to do, is give every moment, every decision, every conversation, every test to God. cause i think 2010 has been a year of giving my all in some areas of life, but a year is enough time to change the world.

so thats exactly what i plan on doing :)