sometimes simple words of affirmation from certain people carry a lot of weight.

like their own little language.

one that i'm still trying to decipher.
life is fun.

what if we could actually read thoughts?

life group blows my mind. literally.

i remember the first week this year, even after my lifegroup merged with Mich's we had a grand total of one person at lifegroup, who's now moved from Wellington.

yet this weekend, all 13 of our girls are coming to passionate. It's the most beautiful thing in the entire world.

One of them came for the first time last friday and responded. She emailed me on sunday saying she's asked and she can definately come, 2 days after her first time at elevate.

Two more of them have only been twice, and they're both definates.

Jesus is honestly so good. We are going to have the most beautiful, life changing, fun, encouraging, jesus encountering, weekend ever. 

No words can describe my excitement.

No words can describe how awesome friday night sleepover will be.

No words can describe how loved they're gonna feel at the end of next weekend.

And no words can descibe how much their lives will change.

2011 is going to be a good year.

life's pretty close to perfect right now. 

minus a few schmall things. but there's always a few things.

we're a quarter the way through the year, 

and in my mind i think i've wasted a lot of time.

but i've actually definately grown alot, learnt alot, and done alot in the past three months.

ag. ni. gt. bf. al. ml. ab. mm. jb. et. lb. jw. bw. zf. hmb. kp. rb. vm. er. mm. kf. em. rs. al. em. ay. rs. am. gb. JC. 

i love you alot. it's an honour to do life with you :)

what if...?

i've realised that my imagination takes up a large percentage of my head.

it's nice.

yesterday i realised how much i say what if..

and i legitimately think i say it 20 times a day minimum, no joke.

last night was fun

i have some quality people in my life

i no doubt have the greatest lifegroup in the world.

so passionate about passionate i cant contain it.

Life is really rather beautiful!

ordinariness.

i think mediocrtiy is the one of the worst things in the world.

i think it's how you fall into routine without reason.
i think it's how you waste potential.
i think it's how you can make life seems a lot more meaningless than it actually is.
i think it's what makes you stop trying.
i think it's what makes you insecure because people are better.
i think it's what makes you live in the past.
i think it's what hinders you from dreaming big.
though, i also think i should reword that and say aiming for mediocrity is the worst thing. because if we're settling for something that's not as good as we can be. are we really fulfilling the purpose God has for us?

i think he's called us to be extraordinary

sleep.

imagine... if we had like 30 hours in the day not 24. Imagine if we could stay up super later, but still get like 10 hours sleep. That would be so beautiful. probably the one wish i'd have, if i met someone with wish granting abilities today.

i'm tired. always tired. it sucks. it makes everything so much worse cause no matter where i am, i'd just rather be asleep in bed haha.

however when it gets to that point where everything thats so not funny, is SO funny. its amaaazing.

yesterday i was sitting at the computer doing my homework and Aimee called me just to say she loved me. 

it was the cutest thing in the world.

made my day.

I love her

love jesus

love life.

YAY :)

hello saint vincent and the grenadines/ Natasha Ingram

seriously where the heck is saint vincent and the grenadines? I had 2 page views from there today, so hello friends. stats on blogs are amazing. thanks Bri foote, you changed my life.

natasha ingram is a hottie. I truely do love that woman..
she's so strong. and beautiful. and honest. and is probably one of the funniest people i know, let alone one of the greatest models/singer/dancers.
however i blame it entirely on her and these amazing, yet hilarious d&ms that i am still awake at almost 2am on a tuesday night. not keen for school tomorrow.
eeeek.
but seriously she's cool. and i thought the world should just know that... especially my international friends from saint vincent and the grenadines.
thats quite a mouthful isn't it.
imagine saying that, oh where do you live? I think they probs shorten it to SVATG. not a very nice acronym.

i'm so tired.
i'm so weird.
and though i may act a bit random, little secret is that i'm actually really mature when i need to be.

yes, i really do quite like friends.

schmall freakout about the world ending. i wonder...

pumped for heaven. :)

blogs.

blogging is kind of its only world. like i honestly dont expect anyone to read my blog, like to the point where i'd actually be surprised if somebody did. probably due to the fact that it is about nothing at the moment.

but i think its funny, how it makes something acceptable, that on twitter or facebook would just be like, keep it to yourself. and i just think thats legitimately because the majority of people write blogs to themself, or to their future self.

i enjoy the idea that in 10 years i can come back and basically just read the honest thoughts of my seventeen year old self. that's quite nice.

reading blogs is interesting, to a certain extent i almost feel like i'm getting in someones head, like i'm reading something that they didn't intend me to read. and it gets me thinking, imagine if we could legitimately read minds. Like we knew every mistake every person had made, every thought they had, all their secret sin, or we could see their pain or their fear.
I reckon the world is more messed up than we think, we just choose to keep stuff in our head. which is good.. to an extent.

lack of sleep seems to make me polar opposites, life is so hilarious its not funny, then the next day i just sit in class forcing my eyes to stay open real zoned out. But for the times when bad jokes are so hilarious i'm really enjoying it...

kids.

you gotta love kids hey?
i was thinking... do you reckon that if i planned the perfect weekend for my 10year old self, i'd still find it fun.
Like make a hut in the lounge with sheets and sleep in it, and stay up late watching movies and playing playstation one, and doing dumb stuff like adding blue food colouring to macaroni cheese, or hangout in a tree house, or go to the zoo.

i might do that... just to see. It would be nice to be a kid again.. just for a little bit :)