time is running out...

its a weird feeling, every day this term when the bell goes at the end of the day, knowing that another fifteenth of my schooling career has just ended.

when the end is really close, and things aren't looking so great.
you tend to do one of two things...

give up.

or give everything you've got to changing something before its too late.

i don't even want to think how i'll feel if i finish this year without giving everything i have.
13 days to make a difference.

the beautiful thing though, is it only takes one second to change a life, one moment. and though there's only 13 days, there's thousands of seconds, and my life is in good hands.

there's something beautiful about spare time, silence, doing nothing
yesterday i left my lights on (again) during my piano lesson, the battery died. and i had to wait a good hour and a half for AA to come, but it wasn't really annoying. it was pretty nice actually!

i think we underestimate how busy life gets, how little time we have to just sit, or to just think, or just listen to music, or read a book. im the worst in the world at it.
i mean we all have free time, but i suck at using it well.

however tomorrow im going to Mt Maunganui. im legit so so pumped, i've never been on holiday just me and Jesus. like seriously i am so excited, its ridiculous.
about just reading his word. hanging out by myself. just relaxing. just thinking. just going for walk on the beach. mmmmmm.

in other news... think i'll deactivate my fb account for a while. hold me to that :)

life is so fun. Church was so great on sunday. im so excited. it will be sunny iJn. mmmhmm.