todaywasabeautifulday.

today was a truely beautiful day.

though i was so jealous that all the other schools had like only dancers, i was so stoked that ours didnt, because i would not have been there haha and it was beautiful.

i have the beautifulest friends in the whole world. i love them so much.

i was ridiculously stoked that we won the most supportive/nicest people award. people actually had to vote for that, woohoo. i realised that as much as i like to think i hate chilton, it is actually beautiful, the people are so amazing, we're actually like a giant family. its cute, i think i'm actually proud i'm from chilts, even if it pains me to say that :)

directors did a great job!

i wish we were placed so bad. they deserved that, but considering everything, we did flippin amazing

faithexceeded

41.
that is a beautiful number.
that is a number i will remember for a long time.
that is a number 5 times greater than last year. (LOL)
that is number that will only get bigger.
that is the number of people we had at our Christian Group launch today.

lifeisbeautiful.

emerge

waaah. so christian group launch is next week, it's crazy cause i'm a weird mix of
a. way not excited/have enough faith for it
b. so so excited about what this will be the beginning of and
c. freaking out cause me and annalise are preaching.

how are two people supposed to preach... we are yet to figure that one out haha, but we decided that MCing games and messages will all be done in pairs for the first few weeks cause we have no idea what we're doing. AH. JESUS help :)

WAH. but honestly, it was over a year ago that i finally had the guts (and unlaziness) to write the proposal for this flav, and now a year later it's happening. yes i'm aware that at  most schools it takes a week or two, we're weird. (to be fair we did start last year for 2 weeks and we had an average of 6 people a week WOOHOO)

but HONESTLY.
faith is rising... slowly. but steadily, and tuesday we'll be ready to go off with a bang.

life is crazy.
lots of facetime equals a beautiful beautiful day.
i love annalise gregan :)
i love Jesus
i love life.
:)

so excited.

if only...

i think an awful lot.

way too much, like i'm talking way way too much.

generally not much about actual life, but just about life the way i'd love it.

Imagine if everything we wanted happened, like i'm not talking about 'i want a sweet ipod' i'm talking like i so want this person to get better. if only this person knew jesus. if only church was so big it had to be at the stadium. if only they knew how loved they are. if only they didn't have to go through this alone etc... and then there's the'what if' thoughts... generally they're just ridiculous and stupid. Like what if we could read minds. what if chocolate was good for you and apples were bad.

my brains funny.

but its fun.

sorta.

we're totally called to change our 'if only's. what if's are fun. but pointless. but 'if only's are totally what God's calling us to become reality. 

imagine what would happen if you could take "i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" literally. i can do all things. what if God put "i can do some things through Christ who strengthens me". see 'what if' - just ridiculous and stupid. :P

i totally write blogs to myself.

ps. i know this probably makes no sense to everyone. i don't really care :)

irrelevant pictures. wahoo.