if only...

i think an awful lot.

way too much, like i'm talking way way too much.

generally not much about actual life, but just about life the way i'd love it.

Imagine if everything we wanted happened, like i'm not talking about 'i want a sweet ipod' i'm talking like i so want this person to get better. if only this person knew jesus. if only church was so big it had to be at the stadium. if only they knew how loved they are. if only they didn't have to go through this alone etc... and then there's the'what if' thoughts... generally they're just ridiculous and stupid. Like what if we could read minds. what if chocolate was good for you and apples were bad.

my brains funny.

but its fun.

sorta.

we're totally called to change our 'if only's. what if's are fun. but pointless. but 'if only's are totally what God's calling us to become reality. 

imagine what would happen if you could take "i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" literally. i can do all things. what if God put "i can do some things through Christ who strengthens me". see 'what if' - just ridiculous and stupid. :P

i totally write blogs to myself.

ps. i know this probably makes no sense to everyone. i don't really care :)

irrelevant pictures. wahoo.