i am so so excited about next year. to move out of home, to live in a hostel, to make new friends, to learn alot, to grow, to have more freedom. there's like a billion amazing things to look forward to.
however there's just one thing that's stopping me from being mega pumped, one thing that makes me wonder why i'd even consider moving, the one thing that almost makes me throw it all out the window and enroll at vic instead.
but seriously i am ridiculously sad about leaving church, about leaving people, about leaving elevate.
me and annalise were talking about it the other day, and those people are seriously irreplaceable!!
like i tell myself that i'll move and there'll be just as awesome people down there. but then i think about it, and before Wellington there were awesome people but not as amazing as the ones i have now. i seriously dont think in the world i will ever come across people as amazing as the ones in my life at the moment.
I'm not very good with change, currently LOLing at the whole moving from Taupo to Wellington sitch, classic example... anyone who knew me post moving would back me up on that one. but this is different, i'm a very different person from the one i was 3 years ago. but WAH i dont wanna go.
but oh my i'm still pumped. though this is potentially going to be one of the hardest things i've done to date. but its going to be awesome, just one of those situations where i wish i didnt love people so much. like i was one of those people that just hang with whoever, that love people while they're around but just move on and make new friends with the snap of a finger.
i have no idea what exactly 2012 is going to hold. but despite everything i know its gonna be a beauty.
this has been a very contradictory blog. but i think with every big decision there are good and bad aspects. however with this one the good aspects just seem to be REALLY good so do the bad.
but, its gonna be awesome.
eeeeeeee.
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