The past three months have been.. well, crazy. they've been a lot of things, and it would take me a while to attempt to describe what its been like. But spiritually it's been an interesting walk - with no leaders, or pastors who I know there to encourage me, pull me up on things, be accountable to and be wise when i need wisdom. My relationship with God has literally been only about me and God - nobody else, and it's been different and hard at times, but it's been seriously beautiful.

It's this weird limbo time, where i have no leaders to be lead by and no young people to lead. I mean one day in the future i know i'll have people like that again in my life, but for now it's literally just us. Me and my best friend on this wonderful, scary and ridiculously challenging adventure of life. 

it's a bit ironic how for a short space of time after moving you've still got the old friends as well as making new ones (or trying anyway haha :P) - yet your leaders aren't your leaders, but building relationships take time. So its like friends double for an instant but all leadership above and  below you vanishes completely. it's weird - and if i didn't love Jesus with everything and wasn't willing to do whatever it takes to be more and more on fire for him every day - it would be way to easy to backslide my life away.

Life is a bit all over the place - but i'm slowly learning to love the craziness