LOLing at the fact that nobody from last years birthday party is coming to this years birthday shindig. thats psycho, like honestly just a testimony in itself of how crazy the past year has been, like a whole new set of friends. ive lost a lot of friends, i've made a lot of friends. i've failed a trillion times, but i've succeeded in stuff too. i've had some of the hardest days ever, but some of the awesomest memories in the world. i think thats life though.
as you getter older, life becomes better and harder and worse at the same time. it becomes more unpredictable, you have the best times ever, the funnest times of your lives, but as you grow up, and as you grow in God you learn a lot, and you find yourself going through stuff you really dont want to.
when you're a kid. life's easy, life's fun. But its kind of boring, you dont decide much, your parents do that.
I like growing up, but it definately comes with its challenges.
its crazy when you carry something around for so long how different it feels when you finally get rid of it. God gives us gifts, gives us things that he will use for good. But when we take what he's given us, and keep it, take control of it, and do what we want, or what we think is right. it messes a lot of things up.
"you have forgotten your first love... do the things you did at first"
at first you had no idea what you were doing. you were just so in love, you just gave him everything. you didn't know how to pray, how to be a 'good christian', how to counsel someone, or how to do anything. this scripture is beautiful beautiful beautiful. it doesn't say 'do the things you've learnt how to do', 'do the things everyone expects you to do', or 'do the things that you think are right'. it just says do the things you did at first, the one thing. and thats just Love God. everything else will follow
ps. bek burke is awesome
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