peer pressure is a funny thing. to be honest, i dont really care much at all about what other people think of me. but it really bugs me when people say stuff or do stuff to other people. it takes no courage, no bravery, no integrity, no strength to follow the crowd, but all of those things to stand up for what you believe in. to follow a crowd is one of the easiest things a man can do, to not do something even when others are, that should be respected right there.

little nugget of wisdom for ya.

revelationchaptertwoversetwo: i know your deeds, your hard work, your perseverance... you have perservered and endured hardships for my name, and have not grown weary. Yet i hold this against you, you have forsaken your first love. Remember the height from which you have fallen!"

perseverance, is a hard thing. cause the thing about perserverance, is you don't really know how long you're going to have to perservere for a lot of the time. today i went for ANOTHER run. yes, two in two nights. it is a miracle haha, but thats the easy kind of perserverance, it's easy to keep running cause i know exactly how far it is till i get home again. but when you're holding out for something, waiting for breakthrough, hoping for someone to get better etc. a lot of the time we can keep running, but especially if we don't know how much longer we have to keep going for, we often forget why we were doing it in the first place. and when we lose that, we lose the purpose behind everything.

we had an awesome meeting tonight. i honestly love the people in my life so much :) i'm so proud to be a hutt girl, just cause the other hutt leaders are the coolest people on the planet and its honour to be amongst them.

first love.

i bought a book about smith wigglesworth trip to Wellington today. 

i'm pumped to read it, will be fab.

birthday next week.

scratchies, LOL. running against the grain.