today i was sitting at the beach and i was thinking about life, and how much has changed in the last few years.
i'm a real good avoider of doing hard things, just cause i hate them. which is bad. but the thing is, somethings that were hard for me a year ago, or 10 years ago.. i wouldnt even blink an eyelid doing now. two years ago when someone asked me what i did in the weekend, my heart would like pop out of my chest just cause i was so scared when i told them i went to church, or even the idea of attending a christian group let alone attempting to start one made me nervous. it's been a beautiful journey...
i know that i haven't been called to livea comfortable life, which is what, in all honesty, i do a lot of the time... but so often i just put off what i know i've been called to do, or what i have to do because it feels too hard, or i'm so consumed by fear. but the thing is, when i realised how easy things are that used to be hard... i realise that what scares me now, could in a years time be something i do on a daily bases. inspiring.
the longer we take to leap. the more fear consumes us. the less likely we are to take a step. the further away the day is, where what seems like the hugest jump to take now, is simply a small stepping stone in the walk of life.
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