summmmmmer.

since saturday i've driven almost 1300km. that's quite a while, you know to tauranga and back and out and about. but the thing is i really really love driving, from taupo to the mount and back was beautiful cause it was like road trip with friends. but my fav is 5 hours with just me and jesus, i honestly sit there talking to him for hours and it's so beautiful i LOVE it. let's be honest if i was at home for the day there's no way i'd be able to have a 5 hour quiet time and not be distracted, and that is the beauty of a car. hanging with Jesus today, was beaut but pretty sure i'm not gonna get worship captain, positions come tomorrow i think, but it's okay. i've sort of realised that i was a better leader before i had a title.. not a title as such, but sort of.

i've always believed that leadership is an action, not a title. You're not a leader cause you're called one, you're a leader when you stand up for what you believe in, you're a leader when you have people that you're leading and they're following you, you're a leader when you are a good role model and you're a leader when you're proud of who you are and people look up to you. So i don't care about school council, i know i'm a leader and thats cool, i don't have to lead at school.

the last five days have been so beautiful, i tried bullet pointing this holiday, but it just doesn't do it justice. and the best things aren't necessarily things, but more like personal jokes, or small beautiful things like eating home made pizza on the beach while the sun sets, or just laughing or listening to music or taking photos. going on holiday with old friends is beautiful, cause you can actually leave EVERYTHING behind. i love holidaying with wellington peepz, but you share the same world and so you're sort of constantly reminded of the bad as well as the good. going on holiday with the Taupo girls was amazing cause i didn't have to worry about a thing, and i like that.


recently i've been getting so excited about 2011, whilst getting annoyed with how much time i wasted in 2010. but it doesn't matter cause i honestly believe SO much will change next year, i want to leave something, plant something, start something big. not cause i want this to be about me, but just cause i want to be a part of leaving a legacy at chilts. next year is going to be amazing, i know it. better than 2010 i can tell :)

yeah and that last photo's just there to show you how good i am at cartwheeling :) hahahaha